Out of alignment
My physical brain, my mind, and my energy body have been disrupted. My brain's neurotransmitters are out of balance, and I am working with a psychiatrist. In the mind aspect I have severely revved up segments of certain brainwave activity as identified by a neurofeedback EEG evaluation. I am working with a therapist trained in that. For my energy body, I am still learning and believe that I have ereas with impeded flow. I am doing the heart breathing and taking the foundations course. I have bought the books on Star Matrix and EMO and plan to read and follow them. I have been at the minus seven level so often and for so long in my past. I am 48 years old and today it feels like such an effort not to grieve and regret all the lost time and all my mishandlings that I can see have had consequences to those around me, especially my loved ones, not just myself. I am making the effort to repair myself and be a joyful presence for my family.
Aug 4, 2023
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Star Matrix will help you with this massively. It will help you gain a safety net on good memories from your life, help you find the true treasures in your past, and to learn that you are indeed a Star Being with many wonderful Star Powers.
But I would stress that you can't just read the book, you have to do Star Matrix, do the exercises, and create your own book of stars.
Jan 16, 2023
Thank you for your kindness.
Jan 17, 2023
Hello fellow Energists, I am finding my way back to connecting with my energy and the energy everywhere. I had bought your books on EFT, Silvia and was actively applying them and I would go to spiritual circles to help find inner peace and joy. Somehow, I never quite got it and became disillusioned. My illnesses got worse, my mental health got worse and I blamed myself for not being “worthy”, I was doing it all wrong. I stopped my tapping .
It felt as if one day,, my whole world went dark. I had disconnected from our great Universe Energy and it has taken me 10 years to reconnect.
Thank you all the Team for opening my eyes again and I look forward to being at one with the force of Energy.
Warm wishes to all 🤗
Apr 25, 2023
Hi Joel and welcome! I'm sending you lots of gentle lights in many different colours. Sounds to me as though your poor energy body is just exhausted and depleted. Please spend as much time as you can focusing on those things you love. If I've learned one thing over the years is that we can't think our way out of our problems. Taking time out from all the problems and spending time with things that we love, as much as we can, really helps our poor energy bodies recover some strength. This also ties in with Star Matrix. For example, if you were to love certain aspects of nature, like I love the stars, to re-connect with moments where that love was strong, is a great way to lead us to things we can do right now as well. Lots of love to you! x
Jun 26, 2023
Emine Mustafa Hello there and welcome back. Very sorry to hear that your world went dark :-( On the bright side, we have discovered many helpful things in the last ten years, particularly that we don't tap on the endless trauma any more, but use the Power of the Positives instead. I hope you will find something that is really going to help you in the Modern Energy treasure chest! x
Jun 26, 2023
Thank you Silvia. I am very excited about discovering what new Treasures there are 🤗
Aug 4, 2023
Hi Joel. I just wanted to say that , I too had a similar experience to you and I am now 57! I’ve worked on forgiving myself first and like you, I berated myself for not being able to be there emotionally for my family but they assure me how much they love me and now I am working on clearing my energy system so I can accept and allow the beauty in.
You can do this Joel. We both can! I don’t know you physically but I feel very proud of you for taking steps to be the best that you can be. Gentle hugs 🤗
Aug 4, 2023