Don't Want To Talk About It? There Is Another Way!

Silvia Hartmann: Why "I Don't Want to Talk About It" Is Not the Wrong Way to Go

Hello and welcome back dear fellow energists and a special welcome if you are new to my channel. I am Silvia Hartmann. I'm not a psychologist; I am a modern energist, and today I want to talk about that people might say, "I don't want to talk about this," and why I believe that that is not the wrong way to go.

I have been following a channel by Jamie Deluxe. There's a link to his channel underneath my video. And he has been relentlessly exposing the bad treatment of children in the entertainment industry for a long time. He had his channel deleted many times because this is not a topic that the powers that be want us to discuss in any great length. And his recent, most recent video is called, "Who Did a Bad Thing to Jam Lynn?"

I'd like to point out how intensely frustrated I am that I can't speak naturally here on YouTube, and I can't use the words that you would use to describe these things, but I have to talk around it, and we all have to put up with that. And I have to trust in the fact that you know what I'm talking about. Who did a really bad thing to Jam Lynn?

The story is as old as time. Across the entertainment industry, we have a beautiful youngster, a youngling. This may be a boy or a girl, and it matters not. They are sparkling, they are full of talent, they are clearly attractive with their shine, with their sparkle, with their star quality. And so they go to make their way in the entertainment industry. They go somewhere where the greats of the entertainment industry hang out.

And so this particular youngster, this particular beautiful boy went there. And then something terrible happened to him at the hands of the people in power in that industry. He felt he couldn't talk about it because he knew for well that if he revealed anything, said anything, that his career would be over, that he would not get to do the thing that he felt he was born to do in this life.

And so he said nothing for a long time and couldn't talk about it, couldn't process it, couldn't do anything with it. Uh, started to take drugs, started to take more drugs, more alcohol, and more drugs. I'm sure there were many, many rehabs along the way, but he never talked about it, and he didn't want to talk about it. That's the title of our video here: I don't want to talk about this.

It's not just that he doesn't want to talk about it because it would ruin his chances in the industry. He doesn't want to talk about it because of the worst moment of his life. Of course, he doesn't want to talk about it.

We have unfortunately been entrained to believe that somehow talking about the terrible things that have happened to us will make us feel better or will end the pain or the problem that the terrible things are causing on an ongoing basis. We have been told that it is, in fact, the only way you can ever get over a terrible thing that happened to you, especially when we're talking about the terrible things that happen in a sexual content with adults in power as a young child.

And this obviously is going on everywhere. It's teaching, uh, religion, priesthoods, movies, rock stars. We've just had the uncovering of this pattern of abuse in the rap industry through the P Diddy thing unfolding, which shows the same thing again: the abuser was abused and became an abuser. This pattern is as old as time. I'm sure this was going on in Rome, in Egypt, and even before then.

But the destruction of the victims, in my opinion, that doesn't have to be that way. And the first thing that I would like to say here is that if you don't want to talk about it, no one should make you talk about it. No, no one should force you to talk about it. And especially not in the context of this red herring that's being held out, or this lie that's being told, "If you talk about it, that will heal it." It doesn't. It really doesn't. It doesn't work.

Why? You know, if you want to argue that point, let us go to the endless line of reported Hollywood stars that started off as young, bright younglings, star quality younglings with extraordinary talents in any industry that you want to choose, be it movies or television or music industry. And then look at the path that it takes. Um, how they are all seem to be quite happy until they hit puberty, and then the problems start. And as they're getting older, the problems are becoming worse and worse and worse.

And there's all this substance abuse, self-medication, um, often times there's also pharmaceutical medication on top of the self-medication, and then there's endless rehabs and interventions and getting to talk about it, and they never, ever get any better. They don't get any better. So this alone should have over the last 75 years been a clue that forcing people to talk about it when they're not ready, when they don't want to, is probably not a healthy thing to do, and it doesn't lead to any positive outcomes.

So if you are listening to this and you don't want to talk about it, I am here to tell you today, you don't have to talk about it. And anybody who tries to force you to do that, just walk away from them because it isn't good for you, and it isn't healthy. And the more destabilized, the more chronically stressed, the more substance addicted you are, and the more crazy you feel yourself to be, the worse it is to start revisiting the core traumas yet again and again and again.

So I am not a psychologist. I'm a modern energist, and what that means is that as far as I'm concerned, mind, body, and spirit are all real, and they all play a part. And I'm focusing on the spirit part. I believe that when a young child is being particularly abused in that scenario that I can't talk about on YouTube, that a spiritual—this is a spiritual injury—occurs. That's not a woo-woo statement. It is an actual screwing up of the main energy flows in the human energy system.

This is why very young children, when they are abused, they seem perfectly fine until they hit puberty, and then all hell is let loose because those sexual pathways and the, the, the energy body is trying to evolve, but it can't evolve normally or naturally because there is this massive, you know, nuclear bomb that's gone off in like a motorway network, and you're looking instead of clean flowing streets with happy traffic going where it needs to go, you're just looking at some kind of post-apocalyptic catastrophe.

Now, this is when puberty strikes, people go nuts. And I am so, so certain, so, so certain, that premature exposure to porn, bad porn, can cause this sort of thing happening in the spirit, in the energy body of a youngling who was actually never physically abused by anybody. This entire so-called mind virus of transgenderism, or people not wanting to, younglings not wanting to grow up, younglings not wanting to, um, go through puberty, is to me an indication of a form of abuse that has taken place, and that might have been simply happening in chat rooms, through watching porn on the internet, and being groomed by all sorts of people while they were going on their merry way as little younglings on the unpoliced internet of the early days.

Because I see the symptoms that a normal child abuse survivor has in these people who were sitting in their bedrooms and never physically abused by anyone. So that's a whole, whole other kettle of things.

So now we have—see, when you have a particular incident like the one mentioned by the young gentleman in Jamie Deluxe's video, one particular incident that really happened to you, you have got at least a good reason as to, to know why now there is something terribly wrong with you. You don't know what's wrong with you because your physical body looks just perfect, you know, just perfect, and your mind thinks all right most of the time.

It's that invisible third part that we don't acknowledge in the Western world, the energy body, the living energy body, the spirit that is going berserk and creating all these terrible emotions, and nobody's ever touched that to try and heal that at all, and it drives me crazy. But a person who's really been raped has at least that.

The younglings we're dealing with today who are completely just showing all the signs of this chronic stress of the sexual abuse survivors, they don't have a particular incident to pin down, to put a pin in it and say, "Yeah, that's what it was. That was the moment when that happened." They don't have that. As younglings on the internet, they have no, no idea often times that they were horrendously groomed at a very, very young age whilst playing a computer game, whilst being in a chat room, or doing something. The recent Mr. Beast controversy really, really shows that, that, that is a thing.

They don't even have that now. And so trying to get them to talk about their traumas, they don't even, well, have one that they can identify. And that's where the whole system just goes completely berserk, and then we're getting into complete insanity at every level.

But going back to the people who really did have a physical experience, they can put a pin in it. There is another way of doing this, and the way of doing this that I believe is the right way forward is to first of all heal and stabilize your energy body before we do anything else. This involves absolutely modern stress management, to pull up a modern energy chart, to have it hanging on your fridge, to wear a SUE scale band around your arm, and to check your stress levels.

And when you feel them moving too dangerously low, start to do something, some energy work such as tapping or EMO, or going out in the garden, looking up at the sky, hugging a crystal, stroking your cat, whatever it is that you know works for you to actually raise your energy so you don't sink deeper and deeper into chronic stress. So that's number one: general stress management all the time, every day, and really becoming aware of how energy body stress literally determines whether you are going to be happy, lucky, successful, or feeling absolutely terrible.

That's number one. But number two, and this is to me, this is the big revelation, the big breakthrough, number two is Star Matrix to stabilize a person in their incarnation. We are going to in Star Matrix look not at the worst moments of their lives, but the best moments of their lives when they were the best they have ever felt, they did something amazing, revealed a star power, a real personal superpower that could be anything really, it depends on the person. Some person might find that they have the ability to communicate with animals. Some people might find that they can write a song. I remember that, that's a star power of mine, I figured out how you write a song.

There are so many individual personal star powers, and to reconnect with that and start building a self-concept based on your proven experiences and abilities, to start to begin to understand what it is that's important in your life, that defines you, that is who you are, your core self. Every star memory gives you some information about who you really are, your core self. You could call that your soul if you wanted to. The few moments when your soul and you are actually one and the same are encoded in your best memories of this life, in your star memories.

So that would be my absolute first thing to do with anybody who's suffering from chronic stress, serious chronic stress, and feel that they're going mad: modern stress management followed by Star Matrix. Star your book of stars today and start putting the best moments of your life in it, and each one of those is a little puzzle piece that will tell you a little bit more about who you really are. The energy from the star memories is extremely nourishing, it calms and soothes and heals the energy body. It is a form of energy nutrition.

It is a time spent not in deep stress and worrying and thrashing about and feeling terrible inside yourself and about yourself and about the world around you. This is a cumulative thing. And so if a person has engaged in modern stress management for a while, done Star Matrix for a while, has perhaps 50 to 100 star memories in their book of stars for a while, and then they come to say, "Right, now I want to talk about the trauma" with somebody, it's coming from the inside, they're ready to do that, and now we may make some progress here.

A lot of people don't like what I have to say on this topic, and they will always come in and saying, "Ah, we need to talk about trauma, trauma, trauma, trauma." And I keep saying, "No," and especially if the, the more distressed, chronically distressed a person is, the more confused, the more scared, the more angry, the more distraught, the more important it becomes to first of all stabilize them, stabilize them in themselves, give them a room, a space to breathe, a space to remember who they really are, a space to reconnect with the abilities, the powers, the moments that they have already experienced which are proven lived experience.

A lived experience of being a wonderful person, a good person, an intelligent person, an amazing person, a talented person, someone who has been loved, someone who knows how to love. That to me is of the absolute essence if we want to actually make it so that the survivors of all these things, physical abuse and the energetic non-physical abuse that's been happening on the internet for the last 25 years, that they have got an evolution, a process, a way forward that will unfold into true healing and their core self who they really are comes forward more and more.

They begin to stabilize in this incarnation, they begin to think about future star events that they are going to have which haven't happened yet, and basically then move forward and out of healing and therapy into just living your life, doing stuff, having fun, and being a positive contribution to the people that you meet as you go through your life. Be this a call center operator, little old lady in the street, um, anybody that you come into contact with, we have the power to just add a little sparkle to their lives just with a smile or by not complaining for a change, or saying something encouraging or just waving to them. Something little, tiny stars sprinkled on the future star line.

And picking up that power to make a positive change to society, to the people you love, to everybody around you. And that starts with really listening to abuse survivors when they say, "I don't want to talk about it," because that means very simply, they're not ready to talk about it. They need to restabilize, find themselves first, be able to breathe again, be able to think again, and be able to be loved and to love again.

Yeah, so that's what I wanted to say. Thank you so much to Jamie Deluxe for the work that he does. It's super, super important that these patterns, not individuals that are partaking in these patterns. Of course, we want to punish the individuals that are taking part in this and hurting their victims, of course we do. But what we must address as a society, as a civilization, as human beings are those patterns that are lying behind that and that are self-regenerating time and time again, that this is happening to the brightest stars, the most beautiful of our children.

Wow, that could be amongst the worst catastrophe of humanity at this time. I'm going to send all my love and sparkling star blessings to everyone out there, everyone who has been taken advantage of, everyone who has had their trust broken, everyone who's had their hearts broken. And that is a technical term, there is a heart of energy inside your real living energy body.

And so to start us off on the right track, please join me briefly. Point to the place where you would say, "This is me, this is I," and place the center of your leading hand over the top of this and your other hand on top. That's the heart position. The heart position came from a child abused survivor who was absolutely desperate and destroyed, and I didn't know what to say to them until my mind came like a poem: "Now place your own dear healing hands on your own dear heart of energy with the love and exquisite care you would afford to a tiny frozen bird you found there on your doorstep. Whisper gently, 'I am here for you, my love, for sure, I am no angel, but what I have to give I give to you.'"

And that's where modern energy got the heart position from, and that is why we now begin and end almost everything in modern energy in the heart position. If you get destroyed and freaked out and you know you're losing the plot, assume the heart position and breathe deeply. It will help you stabilize.

There is so much we can do for our beautiful living energy bodies which have been so horribly neglected and ignored and misunderstood and mistreated all our lives long. There's so much we can do to make them feel better.

So as a final thing that I like to do now, but you don't have to if, if you're not ready yet for that, but I would then like to take my heart energy and just send it out, open it up so that it can flow outwards. Fresh, new energy flows through me and out through my heart of gold, the nuclear reactor at the very center of our energy system.

So with that, I wish you all my best on your life's journey. If what I'm saying makes sense to you, please do share it with others. I so often feel like a lone voice in the wilderness. The algorithms are not friendly to me or what I have to say, and yet I know that it is true. We really do have a living energy body, and when we take a little bit better care of it, just a little bit better care of it, it will reward us with better physical health and with better mental health as well.

Thank you so much for listening all the way to the end, and lots of love from me to you, and I'll see you soon in the next video. Bye for now.